worst weeks ever!!!!

it's been so hard on me for this two week..i know people will not understand me..saying that i just know making excuses etc etc..but do I care?? if i'm going crazy one day, will u care about me? no, it isn't rite? so, just stay out of my life and I don't want to care about ANYTHING. I'm so TIRED.I can't hold on it ANYMORE. let me leave.FULL STOP.. i'm not u and u not me.if u can stand it, go on..but I'm not u..I'm not strong enough like u..let me go on with my own way....T.T